有多么痛 是我没勇气敢问你的

yǒu duō me tòng shì wǒ méi yǒng qì gǎn wèn nǐ de

I don’t have the courage to ask you how much it hurts.

多么怕 你放开的太过容易了

duō me pà nǐ fàng kāi de tài guò róng yì le

How afraid that you let go too easily

多可笑 只剩我忘不掉你

duō kě xiào zhǐ shèng wǒ wàng bù diào nǐ

How ridiculous. I’m the only one left who can’t forget you.

可笑的是我没法像你一样随意着

kě xiào de shì wǒ méi fǎ xiàng nǐ yī yàng suí yì zhe

The funny thing is that I can't be as casual as you

我像是疯了但你从来不在

wǒ xiàng shì fēng le dàn nǐ cóng lái bù zài

I feel like crazy but you are never here

两人的对话剩我一人独白

liǎng rén de duì huà shèng wǒ yī rén dú bái

The conversation between the two left me alone with a monologue

曾经的温热早被冰冷覆盖

céng jīng de wēn rè zǎo bèi bīng lěng fù gài

The warmth that once was has been covered by the cold

你让我像是一个无赖

nǐ ràng wǒ xiàng shì yí gè wú lài

You make me look like a scoundrel

你的承诺

nǐ de chéng nuò

Your promise

却还挥之不走

què hái huī zhī bù zǒu

But still lingering

每一分钟

měi yì fēn zhōng

Every minute

都在提醒着我

dōu zài tí xǐng zhe wǒ

They all remind me

你编的谎言都甚至没有底线

nǐ biān de huǎng yán dōu shèn zhì méi yǒu dǐ xiàn

The lies you make up don’t even have a bottom line

在我的脑海重复不断围绕

zài wǒ de nǎo hǎi chóng fù bù duàn wéi rào

Repeatedly in my mind

你的理由

nǐ de lǐ yóu

Your reasons

是否太过简陋

shì fǒu tài guò jiǎn lòu

Is it too simple?

是我不懂

shì wǒ bù dǒng

I don’t understand

还是你没在意过

hái shì nǐ méi zài yì guò

You still didn’t care

是我没理解到还是你太敷衍

shì wǒ méi lǐ jiě dào hái shì nǐ tài fū yǎn

Is it because I didn’t understand or you were too perfunctory?

欺骗的同时还能做到微笑

qī piàn de tóng shí hái néng zuò dào wēi xiào

You can cheat and smile at the same time

掏空

tāo kōng

Holding out

我的所有

wǒ de suǒ yǒu

My everything

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

撕开我的伤口

sī kāi wǒ de shāng kǒu

Open my wounds

我的脉搏

wǒ de mài bó

My pulse

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

我怎么才能 忘记 忘记 忘记

wǒ zěn me cái néng wàng jì wàng jì wàng jì

How can I forget forget forget

这份执念早让我支离破碎

zhè fèn zhí niàn zǎo ràng wǒ zhī lí pò suì

This obsession has long since shattered me into pieces

你冰冷的话语就像是倾盆的大雨

nǐ bīng lěng de huà yǔ jiù xiàng shì qīng pén de dà yǔ

Your cold words are like a downpour

将我的温柔浇灭却表现的无所谓

jiāng wǒ de wēn róu jiāo miè què biǎo xiàn de wú suǒ wèi

Extinguish my tenderness but act like it doesn’t matter

你甩开我的手

nǐ shuǎi kāi wǒ de shǒu

You throw away my hand

（了断的残忍）

（ liǎo duàn de cán rěn ）

(The cruelty of ending)

最熟悉的面孔

zuì shú xī de miàn kǒng

The most familiar face

（却变得陌生）

（ què biàn dé mò shēng ）

(But it became strange)

你厌恶的眼神

nǐ yàn wù de yǎn shén

Your disgusted eyes

让我不敢承认

ràng wǒ bù gǎn chéng rèn

I dare not admit it

我尊重你所有选择

wǒ zūn zhòng nǐ suǒ yǒu xuǎn zé

I respect all your choices

甚至包括你的冷漠

shèn zhì bāo kuò nǐ de lěng mò

Even your indifference

（却丢了自我）

（ què diū le zì wǒ ）

(But lost myself)

我曾接受你的所有

wǒ céng jiē shòu nǐ de suǒ yǒu

I accepted everything from you

甚至接受这个结果

shèn zhì jiē shòu zhè gè jié guǒ

Even accept this result

（却丢了自我）

（ què diū le zì wǒ ）

(But lost myself)

掏空

tāo kōng

Holding out

我的所有

wǒ de suǒ yǒu

My everything

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

撕开我的伤口

sī kāi wǒ de shāng kǒu

Open my wounds

我的脉搏

wǒ de mài bó

My pulse

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

我给你自由

wǒ gěi nǐ zì yóu

I give you freedom

制作人：h3R3

zhì zuò rén ：h3R3

Producer: h3R3

编曲：DIESI

biān qū ：DIESI

Arranger: DIESI

监制：h3R3

jiān zhì ：h3R3

Producer: h3R3

录音：梁家银

lù yīn ： liáng jiā yín

Recording: Liang Jiayin

和声录音：刘思达

hé shēng lù yīn ： liú sī dá

Harmony recording: Liu Sida

音频编辑：h3R3

yīn pín biān jí ：h3R3

Audio editor: h3R3

和声编写：h3R3

hé shēng biān xiě ：h3R3

Harmony written by: h3R3

和声：h3R3

hé shēng ：h3R3

Harmony: h3R3

混音：h3R3

hùn yīn ：h3R3

Mix: h3R3

母带：h3R3

mǔ dài ：h3R3

Master tape: h3R3

录音/混音/母带工作室：1337MUSIC

lù yīn / hùn yīn / mǔ dài gōng zuò shì ：1337MUSIC

Recording/Mixing/Mastering Studio: 1337MUSIC

统筹：黄鲲

tǒng chóu ： huáng kūn

Coordinator: Huang Kun

企划：小粉

qǐ huá ： xiǎo fěn

Planning: Xiaofen

营销协力：张迟/豆心

yíng xiāo xié lì ： zhāng chí / dòu xīn

Marketing cooperation: Zhang Chi/Douxin

营销：青云LAB x 雪球音乐

yíng xiāo ： qīng yún LAB x xuě qiú yīn yuè

Marketing: Qingyun LAB x Snowball Music

本歌曲来自【青云LAB】

běn gē qǔ lái zì 【 qīng yún LAB】

This song comes from [Qingyun LAB]