yeh backset

cut off my passive mood

I realize it

I wake up in morning and I summarize

那天躺在地上的时候我就在想

nà tiān tǎng zài dì shàng de shí hòu wǒ jiù zài xiǎng

That day when I was lying on the ground I was thinking

曾经做过的事对妈老汉儿该咋个讲

céng jīng zuò guò de shì duì mā lǎo hàn ér gāi zǎ gè jiǎng

How should I tell my mother what I have done?

他们都对我有恩

tā men dōu duì wǒ yǒu ēn

They are all kind to me

我不能够辜负他们我的心里很恼火

wǒ bù néng gòu gū fù tā men wǒ de xīn lǐ hěn nǎo huǒ

I can’t live up to them and I feel very annoyed

能不能好好生活这个事情我都还要仔细去雕琢

néng bù néng hǎo hǎo shēng huó zhè gè shì qíng wǒ dōu hái yào zǐ xì qù diāo zhuó

I have to think carefully about whether I can live a good life.

住在最贫穷的街区

zhù zài zuì pín qióng de jiē qū

Living in the poorest neighborhoods

他们都觉得我太脏了

tā men dōu jué de wǒ tài zāng le

They all think I’m too dirty

有一天掀起了血雨

yǒu yī tiān xiān qǐ le xuè yǔ

One day there was a rain of blood

手腕上全部都挂满了钢索

shǒu wàn shàng quán bù dōu guà mǎn le gāng suǒ

The wrists are all covered with steel cables

wake up in the morning

我根本没想躲避

wǒ gēn běn méi xiǎng duǒ bì

I didn’t want to avoid it at all

他们抓住我的软肋

tā men zhuā zhù wǒ de ruǎn lèi

They caught my weakness

And they start hit my head

As the young boi自己忏悔

As the young boi zì jǐ chàn huǐ

As the young boi confesses himself

那年我才18岁

nà nián wǒ cái 18 suì

I was only 18 years old that year

这的空气让我有点反胃

zhè de kōng qì ràng wǒ yǒu diǎn fǎn wèi

The air here makes me a little nauseous

不太想承认我犯了罪

bù tài xiǎng chéng rèn wǒ fàn le zuì

I don’t want to admit that I committed a crime

没有21还是个savage

méi yǒu 21 hái shì gè savage

It’s still a savage without 21

觉得时间还能够浪费

jué de shí jiān hái néng gòu làng fèi

I think time can still be wasted

I will die

实在很残忍

shí zài hěn cán rěn

It’s really cruel

If I dont succeed

这些年确实没出息

zhè xiē nián què shí méi chū xī

There is really no success these years

我性格非常的孤僻

wǒ xìng gé fēi cháng de gū pì

I am very withdrawn

渐渐的我学会感恩

jiàn jiàn de wǒ xué huì gǎn ēn

Gradually I learned to be grateful

慢慢开始变得更安分

màn màn kāi shǐ biàn dé gèng ān fèn

Slowly starting to become more peaceful

在泥泞之中不停的翻滚

zài ní nìng zhī zhōng bù tíng de fān gǔn

Rolling in the mud

我能够成为想成为的人

wǒ néng gòu chéng wéi xiǎng chéng wéi de rén

I can be whoever I want to be

always cry

长太乖

zhǎng tài guāi

Too good-looking

经常被欺负

jīng cháng bèi qī fù

Often bullied

我变得坏

wǒ biàn dé huài

I became bad

不想再

bù xiǎng zài

I don’t want to do it anymore

被他们低估

bèi tā men dī gū

Underestimated by them

I choose

I have a city to hide

I choose

I have a city to hide

听我说妈妈

tīng wǒ shuō mā mā

Listen to me mom

今晚我可能就先不回家了

jīn wǎn wǒ kě néng jiù xiān bù huí jiā le

I might not go home tonight

我要把年少轻狂的自己弄了

wǒ yào bǎ nián shào qīng kuáng de zì jǐ nòng le

I want to get rid of my young and frivolous self

看着镜子里的人wtf eh

kàn zhe jìng zi lǐ de rén wtf eh

Looking at the person in the mirror wtf eh

bloods on my hands

我逃啊逃啊逃

wǒ táo a táo a táo

I run and run and run

黑色衣裳的人也跑直到

hēi sè yī shang de rén yě pǎo zhí dào

The people in black clothes also ran until

到了死胡同

dào le sǐ hú tòng

Reached a dead end

我开始爆粗口

wǒ kāi shǐ bào cū kǒu

I started swearing

他让我住口

tā ràng wǒ zhù kǒu

He asked me to shut up

对话的是me and myself

duì huà de shì me and myself

The conversation is between me and myself

我逃出我的身体这感觉很微妙

wǒ táo chū wǒ de shēn tǐ zhè gǎn jué hěn wēi miào

I escaped from my body, it feels so subtle

空气中弥漫着忏悔的味道

kōng qì zhōng mí màn zhe chàn huǐ de wèi dào

The air is filled with the smell of confession

彩色的气泡它们将我给围绕

cǎi sè de qì pào tā men jiāng wǒ gěi wéi rào

Colorful bubbles surround me

finally im free now

finally im free now

他们抓住我的软肋

tā men zhuā zhù wǒ de ruǎn lèi

They caught my weakness

And they start hit my head

As the young boi自己忏悔

As the young boi zì jǐ chàn huǐ

As the young boi confesses himself

那年我才18岁

nà nián wǒ cái 18 suì

I was only 18 years old that year

这的空气让我有点反胃

zhè de kōng qì ràng wǒ yǒu diǎn fǎn wèi

The air here makes me a little nauseous

不太想承认我犯了罪

bù tài xiǎng chéng rèn wǒ fàn le zuì

I don’t want to admit that I committed a crime

没有21还是个savage

méi yǒu 21 hái shì gè savage

It’s still a savage without 21

觉得时间还能够浪费

jué de shí jiān hái néng gòu làng fèi

I think time can still be wasted

他们抓住我的软肋

tā men zhuā zhù wǒ de ruǎn lèi

They caught my weakness

And they start hit my head

As the young boi自己忏悔那年我才18岁

As the young boi zì jǐ chàn huǐ nà nián wǒ cái 18 suì

As the young boi confessed that I was only 18 years old

这的空气让我有点反胃

zhè de kōng qì ràng wǒ yǒu diǎn fǎn wèi

The air here makes me a little nauseous

不太想承认我犯了罪

bù tài xiǎng chéng rèn wǒ fàn le zuì

I don’t want to admit that I committed a crime

没有21还是个savage

méi yǒu 21 hái shì gè savage

It’s still a savage without 21

觉得时间还能够浪费

jué de shí jiān hái néng gòu làng fèi

I think time can still be wasted

yeh backset

cut off my passive mood

I realize it

I wake up in morning and I summarize

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