我从出生就是一个自闭小孩

wǒ cóng chū shēng jiù shì yí gè zì bì xiǎo hái

I have been an autistic child since birth

容易被别人一句话给轻易伤害

róng yì bèi bié rén yī jù huà gěi qīng yì shāng hài

Easily hurt by someone else’s words

所以 我在唱台上

suǒ yǐ wǒ zài chàng tái shàng

So I'm on the stage

不断的摆弄我的肢体

bù duàn de bǎi nòng wǒ de zhī tǐ

Keep fiddling with my limbs

为了阻挡光线 和我眼神里的荒诞

wèi le zǔ dǎng guāng xiàn hé wǒ yǎn shén lǐ de huāng dàn

To block the light and the absurdity in my eyes

独自在电影院里

dú zì zài diàn yǐng yuàn lǐ

Alone in the cinema

观看一部杰作

guān kàn yī bù jié zuò

Watch a masterpiece

野火在我的心底燃烧

yě huǒ zài wǒ de xīn dǐ rán shāo

Wildfire is burning in my heart

梦醒生活再被截获

mèng xǐng shēng huó zài bèi jié huò

Dream awakening life is intercepted again

在闪光灯和相机

zài shǎn guāng dēng hé xiàng jī

In flash and camera

面前对爷爷的照片别过

miàn qián duì yé yé de zhào piān bié guò

Farewell to the photo of grandpa in front of me

把人生中的脆弱通过歌词演说

bǎ rén shēng zhōng de cuì ruò tōng guò gē cí yǎn shuō

Speech the fragility of life through lyrics

无法去甄别 这是错的 或者是对的

wú fǎ qù zhēn bié zhè shì cuò de huò zhě shì duì de

Can't tell whether this is wrong or right

是real或者fake 妈妈我只是累了

shì real huò zhě fake mā mā wǒ zhǐ shì lèi le

Is it real or fake? Mom, I’m just tired.

我罪恶 在感情上面怀有 一丝愧色

wǒ zuì è zài gǎn qíng shàng miàn huái yǒu yī sī kuì sè

I am guilty of harboring a trace of shame in my feelings.

如果我们刨开心脏 你们会说这就对了

rú guǒ wǒ men páo kāi xīn zàng nǐ men huì shuō zhè jiù duì le

If we cut open the heart, you would say this is right

我把它放在博物馆里展览

wǒ bǎ tā fàng zài bó wù guǎn lǐ zhǎn lǎn

I put it on display in the museum

看着一旁熙攘的人群在逐渐汇合

kàn zhe yī páng xī rǎng de rén qún zài zhú jiàn huì hé

Looking at the bustling crowd gradually converging

有人在鼓掌 有人哭喊 有人朝他吐痰

yǒu rén zài gǔ zhǎng yǒu rén kū hǎn yǒu rén cháo tā tǔ tán

Some people were clapping, some were crying, some were spitting on him

却唯独没人 给我擦干我的泪河

què wéi dú méi rén gěi wǒ cā gàn wǒ de lèi hé

But there is no one to dry my tears

故事被晒干

gù shì bèi shài gàn

The story is dried

过程都太短

guò chéng dōu tài duǎn

The process is too short

时间可以倒退用我生命来换

shí jiān kě yǐ dào tuì yòng wǒ shēng mìng lái huàn

Time can be turned back and exchanged for my life

过路的人都已谢完了幕

guò lù de rén dōu yǐ xiè wán le mù

Everyone passing by has finished their farewells

一个人吃饭往往会比周围孩子酷

yí gè rén chī fàn wǎng wǎng huì bǐ zhōu wéi hái zi kù

Eating alone is often cooler than the kids around you

他们只在乎cash oh cash oh cash

tā men zhǐ zài hū cash oh cash oh cash

They only care about cash oh cash oh cash

我视他们为trash oh trash oh trash

wǒ shì tā men wèi trash oh trash oh trash

I regard them as trash oh trash oh trash

我想要跑到北上广去盖一整栋楼

wǒ xiǎng yào pǎo dào běi shàng guǎng qù gài yī zhěng dòng lóu

I want to go to Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou to build a whole building

我知道那些东西不急以后都会有

wǒ zhī dào nà xiē dōng xī bù jí yǐ hòu dōu huì yǒu

I know those things will be available in the future if there is no rush

后来那台电视机前只剩我在换台

hòu lái nà tái diàn shì jī qián zhǐ shèng wǒ zài huàn tái

Later, I was the only one left in front of the TV, changing the channel

后来懂我的人的鬓角都已变的斑白

hòu lái dǒng wǒ de rén de bìn jiǎo dōu yǐ biàn de bān bái

People who got to know me later had their temples turned gray

后来聚拢的人都随着时间滴答滴答散开

hòu lái jù lǒng de rén dōu suí zhe shí jiān dī dá dī dá sàn kāi

The people who gathered later dispersed as time ticked away

直到我 再也不敢把那回忆之书翻开

zhí dào wǒ zài yě bù gǎn bǎ nà huí yì zhī shū fān kāi

Until I no longer dare to open the book of memories

尝试在周围的窃窃私语

cháng shì zài zhōu wéi de qiè qiè sī yǔ

Try whispering around

中 寻求治愈

zhōng xún qiú zhì yù

中 Seeking healing

在一张张的字据

zài yī zhāng zhāng de zì jù

In each piece of paper

里面 去避免失去

lǐ miàn qù bì miǎn shī qù

Inside to avoid losing

可是失去他就是会失去啊

kě shì shī qù tā jiù shì huì shī qù a

But if you lose him, you will lose it.

这是所有人和事的结局

zhè shì suǒ yǒu rén hé shì de jié jú

This is the end of everyone and everything

我要怎样才能做到豁达

wǒ yào zěn yàng cái néng zuò dào huò dá

How can I be open-minded?

是我的错吗？

shì wǒ de cuò ma ？

Is it my fault?

我也想把那精致的长袍脱下

wǒ yě xiǎng bǎ nà jīng zhì de cháng páo tuō xià

I also want to take off that exquisite robe

换种活法

huàn zhǒng huó fǎ

Change your life

我也想转身拥抱过去

wǒ yě xiǎng zhuǎn shēn yōng bào guò qù

I also want to turn around and hug you

但我不会魔法

dàn wǒ bú huì mó fǎ

But I don’t know magic

若你我相逢在人海里

ruò nǐ wǒ xiāng féng zài rén hǎi lǐ

If you and I meet in a sea of people

请你送我一束花

qǐng nǐ sòng wǒ yī shù huā

Please give me a bouquet of flowers

我想要成为 一名 艺术家

wǒ xiǎng yào chéng wéi yī míng yì shù jiā

I want to be an artist

或许走到死亡的尽头

huò xǔ zǒu dào sǐ wáng de jìn tóu

Perhaps reaching the end of death

那苍白的老人 热情早已不在他的心头

nà cāng bái de lǎo rén rè qíng zǎo yǐ bù zài tā de xīn tóu

The pale old man’s enthusiasm is no longer in his heart

他会失忆的 但会有人把他的生命记忆拼凑

tā huì shī yì de dàn huì yǒu rén bǎ tā de shēng mìng jì yì pīn còu

He will lose his memory, but someone will piece together his life memories

因为有关法老的故事 他们至今还没听够

yīn wèi yǒu guān fǎ lǎo de gù shì tā men zhì jīn hái méi tīng gòu

Because they haven’t heard enough stories about Pharaoh yet

故事被晒干

gù shì bèi shài gàn

The story is dried

过程都太短

guò chéng dōu tài duǎn

The process is too short

时间可以倒退用我生命来换

shí jiān kě yǐ dào tuì yòng wǒ shēng mìng lái huàn

Time can be turned back and exchanged for my life

过路的人都已谢完了幕

guò lù de rén dōu yǐ xiè wán le mù

Everyone passing by has finished their farewells

一个人吃饭往往会比周围孩子酷

yí gè rén chī fàn wǎng wǎng huì bǐ zhōu wéi hái zi kù

Eating alone is often cooler than the kids around you

他们只在乎cash oh cash oh cash

tā men zhǐ zài hū cash oh cash oh cash

They only care about cash oh cash oh cash

我视他们为trash oh trash oh trash

wǒ shì tā men wèi trash oh trash oh trash

I regard them as trash oh trash oh trash

我想要跑到北上广去盖一整栋楼

wǒ xiǎng yào pǎo dào běi shàng guǎng qù gài yī zhěng dòng lóu

I want to go to Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou to build a whole building

我知道那些东西不急以后都会有

wǒ zhī dào nà xiē dōng xī bù jí yǐ hòu dōu huì yǒu

I know those things will be available in the future if there is no rush

监制：邓思楚

jiān zhì ： dèng sī chǔ

Producer: Deng Sichu

出品公司：AYO！

chū pǐn gōng sī ：AYO！

Production company: AYO!